1.30.2010

I'm Being a Rebel....


That's right...I am being a rebel.....I am NOT going to my pregnancy blood work test on Wednesday. I feel I have endured enough heartache and pain this cycle with missing the ovulation and I don't want to put myself through the torture of waiting and hearing "You are not pregnant". So I'm not going....

I will of course call Nurse Christmas and tell her my plans (I'm not rude) and if she absolutely insists on me going in ...I will reschedule for Saturday, which is way past the day she should be coming.

Am I right here? Do I really need the reminder of another bruise to tell me how my magical cycle didn't work? There are truly no expectations for this cycle...I made my peace with that when I found out we missed it....so what's the point? I'm being rebellious and it feels good.....

10 comments:

Kaitlin said...

Go you! Everyone deserves to be a rebel every now and then. :)

Kelly said...

You need to do whatever makes you feel comfortable. It sounds like you know exactly what that is.

Keep us posted.

Courtney said...

You do whatever you feel is best for you!

Mrs Bee said...

Agreed.
I don't think it would make any difference.

"With a Rebel Yell, she cried more, more, more..."

lols

Honey B. said...

If you don't feel like going, don't go! And good for you for doing what you feel like doing!

PCOSChick said...

You are a rebel & I think it is great! If that is what you feel is best, go for it.

Waiting Lisa said...

Good for you!

Hearing that you are not pregnant sucks even if you already know it's true.

I hope they don't make you go!

Ashley said...

I don't think you should have to go if you don't want to. You know what is the best thing for you.

A said...

I think it's great to call the shots sometimes :) Go you!

subfertilefrugalista said...

I'm totally with you! Plus, I always hate spending the $80 on a blood test to tell you what you already know!!

Hoping that you get a surprise and HAVE to go in a few days though!