7.30.2009

Sometimes Things Just Work Out

I had an exhausting beginning of the week. I haven't cried like that in a really long time. I was dealing with my emotions and had accepted our Aug. 31st appt. I didn't like it, but I accepted it. So I was just sitting and chatting with one of my best friends and my call waiting beeped in. I didn't know the number so I wasn't going to answer it, but I decided to anyway just in case it was a job prospect.

"Hello Jennifer? This is Angel calling from Dr. Godfather's office. I saw that you had to cancel your appointment with us suddenly and that you couldn't get another appointment until August 31st. I have an opening that I wanted to know if you wanted so that you didn't have to wait so long"

O......M.....G......I SERIOUSLY THINK I SQUEALED!!! Her name is not really Angel...but it might as well be! And my doctors name really isn't Dr. Godfather. I am calling him Dr. Godfather because we chose his name based on the fact that it is the same name of my godfather.

So our new appt is TUESDAY!!! ONLY FIVE DAYS AWAY!!! I have always been a firm believer in everything happens for a reason, I say that to everyone, so when someone said it to me amidst my breakdown I didn't want to hear it. I couldn't possibly imagine what the reason was....and then Angel called!! But the series of events needed to happen so that we would be in a better place for it. We needed to have that fight....and I needed to cry for hours and think and finally realize all the things I did. I needed to blog and be OK with talking about it. All that stuff needed to happen to us...we are in such a different place now. A good place....a place of understanding....and you might be skeptical that it happened so fast but I think something just switched "on" for both of us. My hubby is actually looking forward to the appointment and seems to have accepted that we need to go (and soooo grateful to Angel that she called because I was instantly put on cloud 9 from my bad/sad mood).

So I am sorry God....but you actually only have 5 days to finish up our blueprints for our perfect little daughter...I mean baby.....That's OK, You have been working on them for three years....they don't need to be a rocket scientist like you had planned (but president some day might be nice)!!!

(And a serious thank you for all those who take the time to read my blog and the words of encouragement and support you give!!! There isn't enough words of appreciation!)

2 comments:

T.J. said...

Great news!
Maybe it's the power of prayer ;-)

Future Mama said...

yay!!! I'm so happy for you! can't wait to hear how it goes!